Thick Oxygen

Like thick oxygen,
you push me down.
This sick obsession-
don't cut me out.

One sided,
soon I give up.
Crowded and cornered-
I've left nowhere to run.
I turn to you,
but you're already gone.

This air is heavy,
I fall to the ground.
Reach my hand up,
nothing grabs hold.

And since their is no more air-
I die.


-Beautifully Broken

Story Book Ending

Have you ever fallen for someone you know you shouldn't?

Try hard to fight the feelings but you just couldn't? You fall deeper with each passing day. But you try and hide it in every possible way. He's only a friend and nothing else. That's the lie you keep telling yourself. A simple glance turns into a stare but you pretend that you don't care. But how long will you pretend and keep lying that he's just a friend?

- a bundle of confused thoughts,
Beautifully Broken

And I Cursed Myself

::: And I cursed myself for being surprised that this didn't play out like it did in my mind :::

As fantasies, they are riveting. Each moment is. But they are only day dreams only make believe. This I know but still I let my mind think of this or that and let it take me away. And I know that it isn't real and that it will never be. But I've already gotten my hopes up and when I once again realize that I've dreamed up the impossible it all comes crashing down. And ask me why I am so surprised every time?

I don't know.

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-beautifully broken

He Is We

He Is We. I found them at http://www.purevolume.com/HEISWE. Yes, the band is amazing, and so is this website. You can find great bands here, the ones none of your friends have heard of and the ones that just starting hitting the radio.

So check out their site. And if you like this He Is We song you can download it and the rest of their demo album here (right click the image below and select open in new tab):

p.s. I really like Breathe and Pardon Me, they're sorta soul hitting...

-Beautifully Broken

pretending you wrote them for me

i'll clasp your body so tight

and we'll flicker just like candle light

- beautifully broken