And I Cursed Myself

::: And I cursed myself for being surprised that this didn't play out like it did in my mind :::

As fantasies, they are riveting. Each moment is. But they are only day dreams only make believe. This I know but still I let my mind think of this or that and let it take me away. And I know that it isn't real and that it will never be. But I've already gotten my hopes up and when I once again realize that I've dreamed up the impossible it all comes crashing down. And ask me why I am so surprised every time?

I don't know.

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-beautifully broken